Life After Work.

Such a blissful life not to be employed in the 8-5.  I don't think I could stand it for long, but I find it interesting that I can go almost seemlessly from the 8-5 to the domestic life of the unemployed. 

In the midst of this transition, my life has been through a lot of loopity-loops.  I've somehow managed to strong-arm God away from my heart--this after a period where I was feeling quite broken, and tears were the order of the day.

I've been searching my heart as to why this is so (that is, this feeling of 'nothingness' towards my relationship with God).  It's kind of scary in a way, just thinking that I'm supposed to amount to this spiritual giant if I am to go overseas (see entry below).

I said goodbye to my sister this morning as she left for a short stint in the motherland.  A part of my heart left with her and the team.  I hate going to the airport when I'm not leaving.  I'm kind of selfish like that :)  And I've been to the airport 4 times in the past week! 

I guess I don't have too much to complain about.  I'll be going away for the next few days...Sherise is taking a road trip!  I pray that I'll have some time to do some real soul searching as I go.  I leave tomorrow.  I'll have plenty of time to myself--6 hours down and 6 hours back.

Back with more thoughts soon.